Without baby presence, weekends are boring.

Spent my Saturday night with the parents for dinner over at green farm valley and we had our all time favourite, lobster porridge. Supposed to head in to JB with cousin and kevix but due to transportation, we were left with no choice but to cancel it so ended up heading party world for a good 2 hours of singing. Home sweet home aftermath and hook on the phone with the boy. <3

Next up, it's JANICE love's 21st pre-birthday celebration at cheveron chalet. Simple yet very heart warming. I miss life like that where everyone sit down, chit chat, spend ultimate time together updating about each other's life. Caught up with hammy too. It's been a 2 solid months I met up with her hence, we cam-whored like nobody's business.








Anyway, out of a suddenly I felt that I'm starting to hate my job now because I felt that I'm like a slave here. People often order me around even those who are not in the management department. Like hello, I'm only your colleague not your maid, can't you get your ass up and pass it to the boss yourself instead of asking me to climb all the way to the second floor just to pass things on your behalf when I'm not even passing by? WTFFFFFF man! I had enough of this shit, I just chose to keep quiet all the time thou I don't deny that he's really nice at times. Well, sometimes when you're just the smallest position, people tend to take advantage of your nice and eat you up.

Apart from that, I've been facing some other problems. The clique that I used to be in, not my boyfriend's clique, are slowly drifting and we have been good friends/sisters for coming 8 years since secondary one but things have changed. Everyone seems real busy with their own life till whenever there's a meet up, not all will turn up and eventually due to some reasons, it'll definitely be a cancelled trip or else, change of date and some still can't turn up so it's not always a full force. Whenever someone's birthday gets nearer, tons of issues will pop out and so before a birthday, we'll face problems which will resulted in unhappiness(quarrels). Sigh, when I thought that we're strong in this friendship, it's everything imaginary only because we're not in fact. Have been telling boyfriend about this issues and I'm upset over it. I felt that we have never grow up but stuck at the same spot back then we were still in secondary days. Perhaps, everyone have different perspective and looks things as it is differently. I really hope one day we're like some other groups where they're so close that they can just chill out together, having those heart-to-heart talk, etc just like what those grown up does and not fall apart most of the time although I'm sometimes to be blamed too cos I have yet to put in 100% effort.