Are we meant to be?

My friday night didn't turned out well. )))=
BUT I enjoyed myself with the usual cliques at cuppage plaza - family karaoke box singing away happily. Free membership - get 10 stickers and you're entitled to exchange for a free session, 3 hours spent with cheap pricing, system not as bad as kbox, ordered hoegarden like some free flow drinks and the total bill turned out $247 for 8 pax. $30 per pax inclusive of the free drinks and about 22 bottles of hoegarden shared, so I think it's pretty worth it as where the hell will have such good deals in any kbox outlet/party world? You wait long long! LOL.

Well, happy moments don't last. Quarrel starts towards the ending when the boy was not even with me the whole night. FML no peace at all! Yes, the usual club topic that is bringing brought up, there he goes with his self-claim logic and I'll always stick to my stand firmly despite of what he said but at least I managed to give in a little by cuting down the number of days I party from 3 days to once a week when I'm a party animal(fyi, I party because it's the only time I'm able to build closer bonding with my friends). This is me, accept it or leave it while but something that I hated most is the before being tgt(he have got no say) and after being tgt(he have the right to say) but I don't think he have the right to control/restrict me when it's my freedom.

Many said that being in love is all about sacrificing and I don't deny. All that I can say is blame me for being self-centered, loving myself more than anything, wanting things to go my way, accepting only the soft way, I'm not a good girlfriend and now the boy thinks that we're drifting apart due to the recent tiffs we had. I felt so, prolly because no one wants to give in or rather compromise at all. One day if I ever lose you, I can only blame myself for choosing freedom over you even though I love you.