Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Bid NOV goodbye and let's welcome DEC, the very last month for year 2010 and I hope it's gonna be a good month to end off the very bad year 2010. (: This year seems to pass much faster than my previous years. Ok, not for all but at least I felt this way as there were uncountable things that happened.

Gotten my very official first office job(exclude temp & part time) with the help of Janicelove and I'm proud to say that I've actually survived here for close to 6 months. Managed to make new colleagues and I think I'm quite likable by them. LOL! I've got a thick skin but at least I do click well with them and they got me involved with whatever events they've got. For examples, birthday parties from other dept. Oh, my manager has been pretty nice to me recently too! She'll greet me which she don't in the past unless I make the first move.

Next, have been into two relationships and I don't think it works for me. Have been partying too much throughout the whole year till last month, I've decided to cut down on it and build a better/stronger path to walk for myself. Saving hell lots of money for a better future and of cause more holiday trips. I wanna explore certain parts of the world and my dream place is New York, Paris & Tokyo. Reading forums about this few countries makes me droof and desire to work towards it. I think I'm out of topic, back to my relationship! Yes it didn't work out not because they ain't good enough for me but I think our characters, mindset, etc are all different thus we tend to have different goals and views which makes me sick & tired of all the arguements we had. For a time, I feel loved and next moment, they expect even more things from me which I can't give. I admit I love myself way too much that I'm afraid these guys will hurt me much so I've been refraining myself from expressing my love, telling them how much I actually do care and loved them but anyway, I've learn to move on and I love my life now to the max.

So much of it, I think I've really let down a lot of things, grown up and I think I'm ready to face the reality with a new me. (: Sometimes, you've got to let things go in order to let better things come into your life.

On a happier note ... ...

Note 1 - I'm left with 22 more days to Taiwan and I'm looking forward to it.

Note 2 - My house renovation starts from today which sucks max due to the dusts.

Note 3 - I've bought the two items below as you seen on the picture after reading xiaxue's blog. Some slimming items which I hope it really helps as I'm way too desperate to slim down and burn all the unwanted sticky fats. Shall test it when I've receive the items.




Alright, it's 530pm.
I'm gonna head back home for facial.
Till then. <3

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