Everyone's asking me the same old question and I'm getting sick and tired of replying. I've not been wanting to be in a r/s or getting out of a r/s that fast is because I find that the recent guys after me are not as mature as I thought. The sweet talking that hypnotize me was for a moment but not for life. When I'm awake from it, I'm starting to see the real self which makes me feel damn turned off.Yes, who will not want to have a good boyfriend that's capable enough to feed you, drives you around, giving in to you , etc without complaining and wanting anything in return ? I'm gonna tell you that this guys has been extinct. At most out of 10, you'll be able to find 1 or at most 2 of the kind. Oh well, maybe I'm still playful thus the circle of guys I get to know will be the same pattern.

I want a boyf that able to guild me through my life, watch me grow, teach me, secures him, loving me more than I love him, pampering, holds a future and not someone whom sees as the r/s goes, walk a step at a time, no planning for the future be it whether it's ours of his, someone whom don't have to give me his everything but every tiny thing that he could give, I'm more than happy. He don't have to pamper me with branded but his sweet doings, I'm totally indulge to him but I don't think that's anyone who perfectly seen now. I believe when the time is right, god will eventually give me someone good! Someone who is able to guild me through this journey and bring me into his world and share with me his happiness. I'm still waiting! (=