My mood literally went up and down after your apperance. Which i hate things are right now. It was good in the start when I first know him. Like those little wooing process which a girl will receive and with that, I got pretty used to the times when you treated my just like yours and the times when you texted me every single moment, feeling worried about me, I just felt love thou we're not even together yet i chose not to admit each time you ask just because I'm afraid things like now would happened. And yes, i was right cos with just a twinkle of an eye, things changed tremedously. From the highest point, everything went to the brim. How sad! If that's the case, in the first place i shouldn't have take your words for real, it's just those stupid messages that a guy will sent towards the girl whom they're after. Those sweet talkings were all bullshit! It's not realistic to me unless it happens when we're already tgt. Thank god that I'm still strong enough to withstand every single things that happening right now. (:
I'm gonna believe in myself and follow my heart once again. My own thinking, my own resolution which I'm not gonna regret. It's just started and I'm gonna end this sad story to prevent anyone of us to get hurt. Should say, I'm being selfish cause I don't wanna get hurt. So I'm gonna back out from this game first. Bid goobyes and frm this moment, I'll carry on with my life. For good, for bad, I wish us both the best.
Edited!
Anyway, let bygones be bygones. Remain the happy moments. Ytd was a great chatting session. Talking about the trip to taipei makes me so excited and curious about how beautiful the place is thou I'm not setting off tgt with them but still I enjoy the times when they shared joy. Laughters non-stop esp with A ard. Thinking about it, it's already feb. I'm supposed to have an upcoming trip being plan but seems likes everything's still so silent. Oh well!
Tonight gonna be a slacky night. No where to go, not gonna party. Hopefully there wouldn't be any changes. Staying at home for steaboat dinner and thn prolly I'll start my spring cleaning for my room but I would wanna go for a run first. So much to do yet no idea where to start. Partially due to my lazyness. I would rather go out thn staying at home cos mommy can make my eardrums burst. Money's another issue. I wanna get a brikenstock 3 stripes sandals in black, the dress which I saw at 313, katespade bag and the coach(long wallet in white)/gucci(card holder) wallet which I've been aiming for-not getting both but either one as the pricing are abt the same. I think it's really time to find a job after new year thou I always say only. LOL!
Alright, It's time to go. I wanna start watching my last 3 epd of xia yi zhan xin fu. Hai pai tian xin on monday! Woohooo. :D I'm gonna keep my fringe back to side ways and my long long hair. hehhe.
I'm gonna believe in myself and follow my heart once again. My own thinking, my own resolution which I'm not gonna regret. It's just started and I'm gonna end this sad story to prevent anyone of us to get hurt. Should say, I'm being selfish cause I don't wanna get hurt. So I'm gonna back out from this game first. Bid goobyes and frm this moment, I'll carry on with my life. For good, for bad, I wish us both the best.
Edited!
Anyway, let bygones be bygones. Remain the happy moments. Ytd was a great chatting session. Talking about the trip to taipei makes me so excited and curious about how beautiful the place is thou I'm not setting off tgt with them but still I enjoy the times when they shared joy. Laughters non-stop esp with A ard. Thinking about it, it's already feb. I'm supposed to have an upcoming trip being plan but seems likes everything's still so silent. Oh well!
Tonight gonna be a slacky night. No where to go, not gonna party. Hopefully there wouldn't be any changes. Staying at home for steaboat dinner and thn prolly I'll start my spring cleaning for my room but I would wanna go for a run first. So much to do yet no idea where to start. Partially due to my lazyness. I would rather go out thn staying at home cos mommy can make my eardrums burst. Money's another issue. I wanna get a brikenstock 3 stripes sandals in black, the dress which I saw at 313, katespade bag and the coach(long wallet in white)/gucci(card holder) wallet which I've been aiming for-not getting both but either one as the pricing are abt the same. I think it's really time to find a job after new year thou I always say only. LOL!
Alright, It's time to go. I wanna start watching my last 3 epd of xia yi zhan xin fu. Hai pai tian xin on monday! Woohooo. :D I'm gonna keep my fringe back to side ways and my long long hair. hehhe.
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