You know what, i had the urged to snap off my long messy hair as well as my fringed into bangs. Tell me how and I'm like so freaking contradicting. Afraid of this, afraid of that yet i want to try this and that. Please slap me real hard and ask me to shut up cos i know i don't have the courage to cut my hair short, yes i mean real short!

Next issue, gossips in the entire family have been a disaster. Although, the victim wasn't entirely me but I had enough of listening to them saying and repeating the same things from the moment i opened up my eyes. That's why sometimes i rather choose to keep my eyes closed and locked up in the room instead of coming out. Argh! Thou their what so ever saying meant for our good but if we felt like listening, with one say, we'll definitely get it. Hahaha! Anyway, i can't be bothered as long as i know what i'm doing. (:

Another month for me to slack my days away and when i'm back frm my holiday, it would be year 2010. I'm gonna find a decent and proper job/course(if i wanna study still), something that i like and interested in. Another year older, hopefully a better year and another year of maturity levels up.