Emotions took control

School school school.
Edited!
I thought that after talking to you a little more over msn things might get better but seems like it's still the same old thing. Everything's still remaining the same. It's always the same old issue on club. Right now, you're so into club then be it. There's nothing else for me to say. If i ask you not to, will you listen ? Seems like i don't have that kind of authority to say so. ): Oh well!

Rolled on my bed for hours just before i fell asleep last night thus ended up feeling damn tired. Was talking about cousin about my vexed feelings! Sigh, tell me tell me what am i supposed to do? )))))))))): I want things to be like the past back where everything's back to normal. Perhaps, i'm thinking way too much but i don't think so. Something's just not right. Are we drifting? Feelings fading away? No ones knows too but only we both. Everything's within the both of us. Am i supposed to talk to you? Tell you how i felt but i'm afraid you'll feel irritated over this topic thus ended up with making things worst. At times, i felt being neglected. If no action nor effort is put in still, it'll just blow off one day. I'm trying hard to savage it.

Tell me how long have we been out together,
how long have we seeing each other,
how often have we been meeting up,
bla bla bla. I don't hope for much.
A little more love will do. I can't seems to feel anything now and i doubt theres anything i can do. D':

I wanna cry out loud but i'll stay strong still.